C
My shaky hands
Em
They hide the light
F
That clambers through my curtains
Fm
To seek out my wincing eyes
C
I place both feet
Em
Flat on the floor
F
Im dragging up my body
Fm
Like a corpse up from the morgue
Am C
Todays the day I die
Am C
Todays the day I die
Am C
Todays the day I die
G (or G7)
with you on my mind
C
Now im out
Em
Rum by my side
F
Got two bottles full of darkness
Fm
they quench my eyesight but they make me blind
C
i got 30 pills
Em
stuck to my hand
F
there's a message form the sea it pleads
Fm
I "give up in this sand"
Am C
Todays the day I die
Am C
Todays the day I die
Am C
Todays the day I die
G (or G7)
with you on my mind
Am
so I guzzle down the capsules
C
they taste so sweet they taste so raw
Em
iv never felt like this before
G
don’t wana feel it any more
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Am
and I climb into the sea
C
the freezing tides come after me
Em
posiden smells my fear
G
draws me close he knows the end is near
Am C
just then I see two lights
Am C
just then I see two lights
Am C
just then I see two lights
G (G7)
on the shore
Am
it's an ambulance and it's calling out
C
to save my sorry bones
Em
I see orions shiny stones
G
Against dark rum sky
Am
And I wake up on a life support
C
My family by my side
Em
I see my mothers falling eyes
G
And I scream “so sorry”
Am C
Todays a day of life
Am C
Todays a day of life
Am C
Todays a day of life
G
Ill be alright
Am
Im sorry
C
to be the guy
Em
Who tried to leave you on your own
G
In a world that's all full of goodbyes
Am
Its just things clamber
C
onto my weighty heart
Em
And I don’t know how to try
G F
but god knows that I will start . . . too